The day that was THE DAY this happened

Today happened to be the day where this girl went to school beautiful and came home ugly. Or at least she thought she was. You see she had this image of herself as a young woman that was seen as beautiflul by others and felt fine the way she looked and dressed. She was also a christian and a very proud and good christian at that. She belived that she should praise god in any way she could even in the way she dressed. So in this image she created the clothes she was wearing were something that god wouldn't look down on. So anyway as she was at school that image changed. Not her physical image but the image that she had of herself. After this day she saw herself as an Ugly horrible person that would never measure up to anyone. It was basically a no win situation. She also thought that god didnt even want to look at her like she was a creature that was a horrible mistake. She knew it wasnt true but she couldnt help thinking it. She talked to her friends they told her she was just acting stupid and that she was beautiful. She knew they meant it but thats not what came out of her mouth. She said "you guys are just saying that to make me feel better. You know its true!!" She ran to her mom but her mom just said that she was beautiful in gods eyes and it dosent matter what anybody else thinks. She knew her mom was right and it helped her a little, it wasnt just other people that thought that. It was her too. She ran to almost everyone she could. Everytime she talked it helped, she didn't feel so bad. It still wasnt all gone though. People told her that every girl struggles with it at one time or another. Some even gave her bible versues. But there were still those friends that just made everything worse. She had no other friends at school to go to and nobody at church knew what they were like. She felt better but after school she would have to work on it more than if she had someone else to talk to. This girl is still feeling like she is ugly and like no one cares. "WHEN WILL IT EVER STOP!!! "she screams every once in a while but a lot of time she just goes back to this one thing.

1 Peter 3:4

Instead it should be that of your innner self, the unfading beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is of great worth in God's sight.

Thanks to many of her friends she has bible versuses to refer to at the times when she feels like that. Which is still more often then she would like. She hopes it will end too. Although sometimes the pain dosen't go away for a long time and sometimes not at all.